I have a weight loss blog... do you want to see it?

Here's some of my weight loss blog that I had on MyFitnessPal.com I love that site. It's soo helpful.

SO I think its time that I start blogging my weight loss. I think it would be something that Im going to want to have when i get to my goal.. so Im going to start a milestone blog. basically expliaining everything that i have been going thru.

sooo here we go! The only people that TRUELY know what i weigh are the ones the closest to me, and since all my Fitnesspal amigos are going with me on this journey its only fair that they know as well....

I weighed myself in january right after the holidays and i was at the biggest ive ever been im 28 years old and weighing in at 420lbs! are you serious? I dont know what happened!! all of the sudden?? --that was my mind-frame... but the truth was i knew exactly what happened! I wasnt working out, and eating like a pig, and letting the time get away from me and this is what happened!!

first off let me just say, I love all 420 lbs of myself! you can ask any one of my friends! Im happy, i love, i smile, i work, Im in the media field of work at Fusion Radio, i write about fashion and beauty/make-up and everything in between, I do plus size modeling- and i love myself. I think im beautiful! i think my weight hides itself pretty well and im not really unhappy with anything major in my life. sure i wouldn't mind being a little more financially stable.... sure i wouldnt mind having a better love life, but all in all i dont feel that the weight directly effects those aspects of my life.

however, i do know that i need to loose the weight if i want to live a long, healthy, happy life. I can feel it already- I cant run or jog- shit i cant barely walk for long long periods of time without breaking a sweat. I would love to go hiking, or walk all around the city, or join a dance group (i love love love dancing!) I can feel it in my knees when i go up and down stairs.. IM 28 PEOPLE NOT 58!! i knew that the weight was taking a toll on my body whether i learned to accept myself or not wasnt the problem- the problem was i needed to learn and accept that i am going to die if i dont change my life.

SO things just clicked! i joined myfitnesspal! I started a diet and i weighed in almost 2 weeks ago at 401! that was a 19 lbs loss!!! then i weighed in again on friday and i weight 399.06! thats another 1.8 down!!!

so heres my starting blog, i've been doing this now for almost 3 weeks this friday 4/15/11 is going to be my third weigh in! I know im going to have good weeks and bad weeks. I know that im going to have some tough times but so far so good! Im going to do this, and I dont care how long it takes until i get there, but IM GOING THERE DAMMIT!!

thank you! love you all so much!

Michelle